i may not have known your favorite color
or your exact grades in school
or anyone's name in your family
but let me tell you...
i did know the exact way you walked
the way you carried yourself
and how your eyes sparkled in just right light

You know those suicide stories
where everyone jumps off a building to kill themselves?
People do that to see who comes running up those 20
flights of stairs to save them; to stop them from jumping.
It's sad that the unfortunate few who do actually jump
have no one coming to their rescue.

i love you and always will no matter whats in the way of that.

Everything is always okay in the end. if it's not okay, than it is not  the end.

There's always going to be the one person that can make you smile no matter what kind of mood you're in.

You only find a few people in this world,
a few people who will tell you they love you
& mean it with all their heart.
Don't forget those people who stood
by you through it all, the special few that
were there for you till the end.

i'm reading your note over again,
there's not a word that i comprehend,
except when you signed it:
"i'll love you always, and forever"

every night she finds herself lying in her bed,
remembering every little glance, and every little thing he said to her.

all i want to do is be able to look at you
[&] not feel the pain of the memories of the
times i once knew.

I couldnt tell you
why we are best friends,
because you wouldnt understand.
The explanation is full of too
many inside jokes and made up
words. It's full of too much care and
too many tears, too many laughs,
and too many blonde moments.
I dont think I will ever
be able to give you a better
reason except,
She's always been there.

its been a few days... but here ya go...

this also applies to theatre kids!

I am who I am.
Your approval
isn't required. =)

Today is just one of those days where everything
I did reminded me of you, every song I heard
somehow related to you...I hate days like today
because they remind me of the one thing I don't have.

Me && you will always be best friends
nothing can change that
and if you ever need me
remember that I'm just a phone call away

she always loved to help other people
fix their mistakes, but she never seemed
to be able to fix her own

You want to know why I love you?
It's because you loved me
when I didn't love myself.
It's because you held up my beauty for me to see.
It's because you cared unconditionally,
just the way I was.
It was because, for the first time in my life
I didn't have to work so hard at being happy.
Because with you, it just happens.

BYES LOVIES

okay so today i was in survey mood... maybe some icons later tough...

Rules: -dont change your myspace top 5 -fill the people in below -answer the questions truthfully Number 1: lucas Number 2: maggie Number 3: hannah Number 4: abby Number 5: chris Have you ever done anything illegal with 4? haha yes i have Have you ever loved 5? In a friendly way Have you ever thought about kissing 1? well only while in the process of it... lol... spin the bottle Have you ever danced with 5? nuh uh Have you ever hugged number 2? lots and lots Have you ever been drunk/high with 1? nope i dont do that stuff Has 5 been to your house? nope Have you ever had an inside joke with 2? bunches Has any of your top 5 ever seen you naked? lol... yeah... not recently though... like along time ago... Have you ever had a crush on 3? No Have you ever gone shopping with 2? umm yes? we were in the mall but all we got was japennse food and starbucks... lol Have you ever seen 4 in a swimsuit? yeppers Have you ever done anything with 2? not in the sexual manner if thats what you mean, but other wise well yeah... Have you ever ridden in a car with 3? Yes lots of times Have you ever traveled anywhere with 1? umm a few times, not like far away though... Have you met 4's family? yeps Have you ever hated 4? no, i've been mad and disagreed w/ her many times but never hated Have you ever fought with number 2? gosh yes, but not a "fist fight"  i would kill her! Have you ever seen 3 do something embarassing? all i have to say is panda butt.... Has 2 ever given you a present? nope its always the other way around... lol Have you ever seen anyone in your top 5 cry? most of them Has anyone in your top 5 seen you cry? 1-4 Have you ever played on a sports team with anyone on ur top 5? does theatre count? Have you ever done something dangerous with number 4? umm yeah Has 5 ever called you? prob. to see when we had a rehersal or something Have you ever slept in the same bed w/ anyone in your top 5? yes BYES LOVIES